Solemn

Hiding away from the world. My Desires upheaved all it took to achieve. Everything left unsaid, I’ve put it to bed. You were supposed to be my friend until the end. Deciding to switch lanes, avoiding the parts of you that needed to change, Your own mental rearrange, Covering up the missing pieces with sex…

Not understanding my magic, This vision turns tragic. Breathing you in, letting you out, From the top of my lungs I shout. No longer dwelling on moments lost, Building vulnerability with others who choose to share their shine. Thank you for showing me the way of the wild, I grab on to it now like…

Wild

I just want to get lost for a while without your smile, Gazing back at me through the streams reflection. As if you’ll swim out and present me with your interjection of how I’m living my life wrong, that I have been all along. Then you’ll disappear into the clear of the fluid that gathers…

Temporary

No one compares, Constantly finding you in my nightmares. Wishing we could have had a different conversation, One of contemplation, But you needed my damnation. Begging and pleading to be by your side, Instead, you ran away to hide. Leaving me in the dark at one of the most pivotal times of my life twice….

Villainous

Villianizing an adolescent, Using my love as a suppressant. Stroking your ego, I had no where to go. Lost in a place of transition, Making me your mission, Began taking medication to block the manipulation. In denial of the monsters before me, Evil immersing itself, turning me into someone else. Reminding me of who I…

Teacher

My scarf wrapped around my neck, inches from my face … The temptation I could taste as we embraced. What a disgrace, Looking with big brown eyes, I longed for you. Talking of our future as if it could be true. At Thirteen no one knew, Once a teacher now a principle, someone preaching to…

Destroy

I threw away all the photos of you, Deleted them all too. Still seeing you in my dreams will forever bring me to my knees. What you did had my heart bursting at the seams, Constantly blaming me for your extremes. I was in love with you, You could see it in my smile as…

Prey

I don’t know what this place is, I’ve never been here before. Curled up on the floor, This pain cuts too deep, I’m about to leap. The blackness seeps inside, Sinking deeper into my soul, you left this hole. One I must fill, without a pill. Discovering new ways of identifying, Loosing my way, these…

Resentment

Today’s antidotes shoved down your throat, covering for an unheard desire to be transformed into love. I hope your restless souls are at ease, Saving you from this disease, Discouraging your basic needs. Cross the threshold, You’ll break through. On the other side, Our souls will meet. The devil will not defeat. A moment of…

Drained

Going through my drawers I found an old card from you, Making up for the dirty thoughts we both once knew. Your arms around my neck, Your toy that you employed, Keeping me fed with a roof over my head. Stealing pieces of my soul, Burning hidden scars underneath my skin. Unable to breath, From…