Facts

I’m frustrated today. I spent over two hours speaking with fellow survivors, learning about how we can push a bill in PA to protect children from pedophiles. It seems unreal to me that we are still having this conversation. It seems unreal to me that my family has carried the weight of Transgenerational trauma for…

Unique

Longing to go,Living with the flow.Soul in tow.You always said no. Not needing your permission,On my own mission.Opening the door,Going on that tour.I’ll come back sore.It’s worth the lore,there I’m never poor. Enriching my body and mind.Always pushing limits,Only what the soul permits.Never alone,With you I’ve always flown. On this path together,From you I’ll never…

Taken

If I would have known Then what I do today, I could have had your kids taken away, Looking at us like we were your prey. You and your granddaughter would never get to play. Being just a child myself, You took it upon yourself. Watching them from the window, Unsuspecting down below. What a…

Transgenerational Trauma

For how detrimental previous generations are on our mental health it’s imperative more studies be done on this subject matter. It could literally be the answer to world peace and no one is doing anything about it . It’s a term many would think of for Holocaust survivors (it wasn’t a hoax just so we’re…

Wavering

Looking in those brown eyes,Wavering in between the lies.If I would have known then what I know now I would have saved myself somehow.Your hands I wouldn’t allow.Creeping across my skin,Watching my head spin.Take my hand, I’m pulling you out now.We’ll make it through, I’ll figure out how.Hungry for love from above, I didn’t know…

Flow

I rise through the grassy knolls,Giving up all control.Where this journey stops.No one knows.Looking forward to the highs and lows,Going with the flow.Watch me now, here I go,My suitcase in toe. Everyday an adventure, my mind I must sensor.Constantly getting in the way,Never doing as I say.Always repeating, you’ll be okay.In this skin I must…

Validation

No validation I’m getting brazin. Not looking for a safe haven. I never fit in the equation. Running free Unwinding like the tree Diving deep into the sea Could she be me? Conjoining together, Meeting in the center. Nothing left to measure. I pulled the lever. Coming into my own, This path I’ve been shown….

It Was Never About Me…

In search of everlasting love, Unknowing if it’s coming from above. Shaking hands. I hope this plane lands. Escape artist at it’s finest, Your opinion is biased. Searching for confidence, Feeling bottomless. Coming into my own, Nowhere to go, my cover blown. Been living a lie, It’s time I say goodbye. Lessons learned, My hearts…

I Miss You

Feeling you around me all the time, Surrounding me with love from the divine. Not knowing which heartbeat is yours or mine. Drifting through the forest I understand the breeze through the trees. Grasping at my complexion to make an impression. I close my eyes and wonder if it’s you, can you feel me too?

I am

I am my mother, Tall and proud, Weak and hollow, Walking away leaves it hard to swallow. I am my mother, Disabled and afraid. Awaiting the road laid before me, The thoughts often evade. I am my mother, Brave and proud. Screaming my needs aloud. Avoiding the crowd. I am my mother, Insecure and in…