Sick

I’m sick today. It’s my nine year anniversary and we’re fighting over you. Wouldn’t it be shocking to know how much I detest the sound of your name? I can’t escape it no matter how hard I try, You’re always there. Head pounding in despair, Throwing up my hands. I could have been everything you…

Judgment

You don’t get to keep me. After the Internal bruising, Scars never-ending. coming back begging. corpse resuscitated at the hands of another, You said you were my brother. Fighting a battle on my own, Lost in the unknown. Choosing to overcompensate, insecurities begin to show. Providing financial gain, Causing disdain. Walking away at the end…

Decline

Watching her from across the room, Stuck inside a purple haze of death and gloom. Manipulation and deception brought you to this space, Our final resting place. What will you have at the end of the day when there are no more games to play, The last say? You’ve always been that way. Playing the…

Genetic

Singing the blues, Wreaking havoc on yesterday’s news. Pushing through trials and tribulations, living to no longer feel the sensations of the generations before them. Ignoring the obvious, still paying the sins of our father, why should we even bother? genetic shame, No one is to blame. Coming to terms with what’s laid before us,…

Immersed

I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy, All over body pain fills me with envy for those who do not understand. I’m so angry, Looking for anyone to blame, Nothing I do take this away Constantly tossing and turning, Continuously yearning for relief that never comes. Internally bruised from head to toe. Will this…

Tragic

Not understanding my magic, This vision turns tragic. Breathing you in, letting you out, From the top of my lungs I shout. No longer dwelling on moments lost, Building vulnerability with others who choose to share their shine. Thank you for showing me the way of the wild, I grab on to it now like…

Prey

I don’t know what this place is, I’ve never been here before. Curled up on the floor, This pain cuts too deep, I’m about to leap. The blackness seeps inside, Sinking deeper into my soul, you left this hole. One I must fill, without a pill. Discovering new ways of identifying, Loosing my way, these…

Moral

Walking away from this blind, peace I must find. Leaving it all behind, This fate will not degrade all that’s been built. Drowning in words broken down by bitterness and despair, Aren’t you the pair. No more apologies, I’ve heard all I need, Learning to accept each part of me, I’m finally free. No more…

Patterns

Waking with minimal Pain, seeing the clouds take over, it begins to rain. Everything I have was taken away to be replaced with love and harmony in each and everyday, No longer only in the moments where I pray. All your sins and mine wash away, no longer leaving me to pay the price of…

Bruise

One day I’ll wake and they’ll be no more pain. Through this I’ll gain strength from what seems like my death, on edge, holding my breath. Am I partly responsible for this? Only a child with everything to loose, How did I get this bruise. Awakening at 3:33, in so much pain I can hardly…